Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Love till eternity..



Believe me if all those endearing young charms,
Which I gaze on so fondly today,


Were to change by tomorrow and fleet in my arms,
Like fairy gifts fading away!


Thou wouldst still be adored, as this moment thou art,
Let thy loveliness fade as it will
And around the dear ruin each wish of my heart
Would entwine itself verdantly still.


It is not while beauty and youth are thine own,
And thy cheeks unprofaned by a tear,
That the fervor and faith of a soul may be known,
To which time will but make thee more dear!


Oh the heart that has truly loved never forgets,
But as truly loves on to the close,
As the sunflower turns to her god when he sets
The same look which she turned when he rose!


Found this poem while surfing... just loved it

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Darkness falls


Sometimes I feel  so lonely,
The darkness that falls creates a void.

I cry and I cry,
I regret for ever having you in my life,
I got nothing but sorrow,
You took away whatever was mine.

I feel so lonely,
The darkness that falls creates a void.


When the twilight falls, and the city sleeps
comes home my sorrow when I should sleep.
I wrote this at 1-30am, when i was trying to sleep..

Sunday, October 31, 2010

As we walk :)



As we walk down the path,
Heading hand in hand to the woods,
Chirping birds and singing koels,
Flowers and fruits swarming like bees,
And the animals watching hidden behind piles of leaves.

The tall mountains standing,
Ornamented with thick snow,
Wild flowers crying silently,
As I step on them,
Pleading for mercy,
An insect bite reddens my cheek,
I turn to you with anger,
You smile to the insect,
 And point out the frail being under my boots.

I feel ashamed as I turn to see,
Only to find a wild one dead,
While pleading for mercy,
In her own home,
I came to taste a view of the spectacular forest,
But oh! What did I do?
I still try to argue,
You seem sad,
And you pull my hand as we run.

I huff and sniff as we run through shady trees,
But have no nerve to question you,
I can’t keep up with you,
But you pull me around,
Exhaustion causes me to shout,
While we reach the end of tall trees,
And a small pond comes in view.

All animals, big and small,
Gathered together,
Respecting each other,
Drinking water,
I try to comprehend my feelings,
To feel more guilty,
And a lesson so precious I learn,
Into the wild,
As you and I walk....

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Miles away....


I feel  far away,
Miles from my own self,
Less than an ounce,
For some free time to ponder,
To look to the light,
And see great might,
In what seemed dull & slight.

My day’s heavily filled,
With every emotion,
Of love and sorrow,
Ever so graceful,
And ever so sinful,
I look to the beauty,
Surrounding me,
Taking me miles away.

Love as much you may,
Cry your heart out,
To find out the only truth,
Only to find yourself,
Miles away....


Its very ambiguous about my feelings to feel this way... Its the same... happens every day, sometimes I am here the rest in my world.

Monday, October 25, 2010

Straight from my heart!

I find it hard to express my feelings, sometimes I think its just not worth it, with the many arguments I have with myself, I die every second of my existence and that still captures my fantasy to having a rosy life. I argue again, is it wrong to dream?....... A dream wherein you dream about the impossible, and still you want it.... Huh! 


I  choose to love you in Silence…                    
For in silence I receive no rejection

I choose to love you in Loneliness…
For in loneliness no one owns you but I.

 I choose to love you from a Distance…
For distance will shield us from pain.

I chose to imprison you in my thoughts…
cause in my thoughts, freedom is for me to decide.

I choose to hold you in my Dreams…
For in my dreams, you have no end.

 That is what you are to me.
In all honesty, I find it hard to believe, 
that I will ever love somebody, the same way I loved you.’




Note: These words are not mine..... But still they are straight from my heart! I got these words from Deepika's blog

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

My target!





Looking  far to the mountains,
I want to climb upon,
My heart  leaps on the thought,
Considering all the dangers,
My hands fidget like springs,
Eyes mark those delicate features,
The very line of my sight,
Tells me story.

Of men in green,
Fighting for something,
Best known to them,
As for the benefit of their nation,
I see blood and sacrifice,
Absolute dedication,
And love for the unknown.

Eyes never leave that peak,
The highest one,
I dream and admire most,
Like many things in life,
I dream about,
But yet unlike all,
The desire is profound.

To achieve the greatest,
And leave the average,
Only to discover a behest,
Of the unknown,
To live in peace,
And  find a solitude,
In pondering about the worst,
Which tells a story in the least.

Thinking as I stand,
Wonder how much as I may,
Think about the men in green,
Recollect all the stories as I am,
I get to know just one thing,
My desire is the greatest,
To behold,
If they did,
Then I will,
Marching I am,
To achieve the biggest,
Of my only life
  My target! 

Monday, October 18, 2010

I still hold....



The things that hold me in,
Make me remember you,
And cause me unbound hurt,
Are yours alone only.

I run away from them,
As much as I can I ignore,
I try to keep my mind occupied,
And but still in my times of solitude,
Your memories come running back to me.

Why do I still think of you?
Why do you live in my heart?
Why is my solitude filled with your thoughts?
Questions are numerous,
Answers none.

My heart causes me deep pain,
It has ceased to exist for me,
The pain of deceiving is more to me,
‘cause my heart ain’t mine anymore!

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

A new day


Eyes fight back sleep,
Fret over the mild pandemonium,
To the distant sound of the usual chatter,
Of markets selling fresh veggies,
Vendors shouting to attract customers,
A feast of sweets, chocolates and love,
Of granny  calling small kids over,
To taste the freshly baked muffins & cookies.

The sun already rose,
Behind  far hill,
In the different hues of yellow,
To mark the beginning of a new morning mellow ,
Dew drops on leaves flicker ,                                  
Flowers on the hill top dance,
Fresh fruits wait to be plucked,
On this brand new morning.

Come out of dreams,
A voice shouts,
Fluttering open my eyes,
I stretch on the bed,
Look  out to the far hill,
Greet my friend sun,
With  a promise of a beautiful fun,
And a Smile that can fill,
The void of this morning,
Marking the new beginning........


Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Something speaks!





Something’s strange, something’s very rare,
I tread down my path,
Listening to that beautiful song,
But my brain in some deep thoughts,
Something I really can’t figure out,
Well is this what we call craziness?

First is the encounter,
A shadow of someone,
Whom I never met before,
But his face grips my imagination,
Flashing off a wave of dizziness,
To know it’s actually strange,
Two strangers smiling at each other,
Either out of fantasy or lost minds.

And we turn away on our own ways,
Still thinking about something,
Is this what we call a connection?
A small moment together,
A very strange one.

Every day I tread along the path,
I expect to see his one glance,
Deep down somewhere,
I know it’s so outwardly naive,
But my searching eyes,
Never seem to bother about the inner feelings,
The hope still remains,
And very light it is,
Like that of a sun in a thunder.

A small moment it is,
And when we come across again,
Like two lost strangers,
Something again clicks,
Like we were waiting.

Run along the path,
This time towards each other,
And we smile again,
The childish connection,
Something speaks for itself,
We knew at that moment it does!

Friday, September 10, 2010

Nostalgia



Come to the world my friend,
See how beautiful it is,
I would love to see you smile,
But promise me you will never die.

I have changed,
And so have you,
Nostalgia takes me on this journey,
A wonderful one,
To remember all this life.

I wait to see you smile,
Have that twinkle in your eye,
When smile reaches your eyes,
I know I won..

In this world so cruel,
Having fought for everything,
Under the sun,
I just wish now a good life for you...

Nostalgia,
        Nostalgia,
 Bring her back to this world,
I miss you,
              I miss you,
Please let dreams come true!

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Heart speaks (To the other half)


Why did you leave me, my love?
I am waiting for you,
And I can’t live without you,
But you don’t seem to consider me anymore.

Last time I left ,
You came back with my lost rib,
Now you left again,
I thought you were mine,
Will you come again?

I will wait for you,
If you come back,
You are mine,
And If you don’t,
You never were.

The other half of my heart,
I am waiting for you,
I maybe getting wrong signals,
But my faith I place in my own inheritance,
Please come fast,
And complete my incompleteness,
The other half of me,
My broken rib.......

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

The last day...



The last time we met,
I was full of life,
My every step was like a lively dew,
I was building my future on your masked nature,
And then I realised it was the last time.

I smiled at you,
Just like I always did,
I put up a brave front,
Now I know I can no more,
My heart cries,
To the noisy beats,
When I hear raindrops ,
It gives me creeps.

I hope one day,
The justice will be done,
You’ll know how it feels,
When your love is gone,
I still want to live in the dreams,
Of us together,
But the strikingly different reality,
Makes me stray,
On the paths of life,
To a destiny unknown.

And the last day,
Just arrived when I was unaware,
It came and your were gone,
I held my breath,
When I saw you the last time,
My blood will take it like a knife,
In this pastime....

The last day,
The last day,
The last day have passed,
And I am left with the memoirs....

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

LOVE


Like holding your hand,
And making you stand,
In every storm to be with you,
And climb your mind to support you,
That is how my love for you!

Standing in your doorway,
Looking at your frayed expression faraway,
Take you by your hand to the sky of bliss,
And wake you to a new lease of life,
That is how my love is for you!

Never should you,
Look into the dark black sky,
For I am there to make you fly,
And to put wings of hope in you,
That is how my love is for you!

Saturday, August 21, 2010

The smile


When I see around,
Find a million reasons to smile,
But why is it that I still find that one reason,
The only one that makes me sad,
I was never like this,
Happiness was my core part,
But as I grew up I found it hard,
Even harder when I am now so excited,
So much to look forward to.

Heart wrenched in these deep confines,
Of solitary love,
And still finding it hard,
To love & let go,
Confusing it is,
And upsetting too,
I hold my tears back,
Make myself strong,
Beacuse I have to bid goodbye,
With a smiling face.

Hard it is but determined I am,
Life is a journey,
In which I am looking for my world,
Full of lovely dreams,
To come and tickle me,
Till I don’t flash my smile,
Which makes so many others smile....

Saturday, August 14, 2010

The flight



Wings of imagination,
Make my thoughts fly,
In this rare trance that I get,
Can make you all try,
 But what I mean to say,
Is not always so sly.

My thoughts fly,
And I can see a ant,
As big as me sitting beside me,
And my thoughts again fly,
When I see a dog as big as a elephant,
Running towards me.

My thoughts again fly,
When I am in love with a alien,
Half its size that I am,
But still we marry,
The thoughts keep flying,
And I travel in a interplanetary ship,
With my alien.

My thoughts just keep on flying,
Its sometimes difficult,
To understand whats real and imagined,
I seem to be a psychotic,
Oh what a imagination,
Once again!

There’s no end,
My thoughts just fly,
And take me on a unusual flight,
Once in a while.

Don’t you dare think,
I have gone insane,
Beacuse these are my wings,
I fly and not you,
Think about it,
One day you’ll fly too,
Fly with me!

"Happy Independence day to all"

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Breaking Dawn


Oh how I hope things should change,
I wonder why they don’t,
When it comes to matters of the heart,
I become irrationally stupid,
Something that I feel,
I can’t express exactly,
That surely means I need to learn,
Something more about this change.

When I first met him,
Everything seemed magical,
Trees dancing to my tunes,
And me dancing to theirs,
The music of rain drops,
And of my heart,
Together it produced,
 A mild pandemonium.

Love is like a big confusion,
It tears your senses apart,
Holds your brain and sanity for ransom,
And proves you a lovelorn.

Then comes a day,
When you are back to the real world,
You understand the difference,
Between love and lust,
And still you are confused,
In the dark, awaiting winds of change,
To see that flash of lightening,
So that you come out the trance,
The thing that is holding you down,
For you can’t recognise,
The breaking dawn.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Lost in bliss


Lounging on my sofa,
Feeling better than ever before,
I see out of the window,
And think about life.

Soon it is going to be something else,
Which I never even imagined,
I feel happy once and then sad the next,
A mixture of mixed emotions,
In the deep colours of world,
I feel the unfelt,
And I hear the unsaid.

I sometimes wander through the dark meadows,
I wonder about the recent developments,
And I see outside to the world to sort out,
To get a hint from nature,
To understand the omens,
Oh! Where am I heading?

I may come out with flying colours,
But this feeling of being lost,
This trying time of deciding,
I want to live every moment of it,
To understand the world,
And its strong foundation.

Listening to the strong winds,
Mooing the windows,
I feel like a free bird,
At last on the crossroads,
Happy like never before,
And the girth of a new life,
I wait for a new beginning,
Of life in which I seem to be lost,
Yes I am lost!!!! Lost in this bliss J