Hey you!

Hey you!

I am talking to you,

You wanna run away?

Okay run, but remember,

Every path that you take,

Will lead you to me, always.

Hey you!

Listen to me,

Even if you find me stupid,

I don’t care,

Because I believe in you.

I have many things to do,

Rather making you understand,

Because one day,

Sooner or later,

You’ll get it,

I just hope it wouldn’t be too late,

I just hope I’ll be alive by then.

Hey you!

I know you are in search,

Of your heaven,

Go kiss the world,

I’ll wait for you.

Hey you!

I am talking to you,

You wanna run away?

Okay run, but remember,

Every path that you take,

Will lead you to me, always.

The tears

The tears in my eyes,
worsen every minute,
in this dark hour,
restless and loneliness,
pierce my heart.

The remains,
of this weak heart,
only have hope,
patience is all it possesses.

The tears run down again,
reality is always hard,
it breaks what we have today,
can't mould like a clay.

My pain is unbound,
face flushed & tired,
the dark remains,
the unknown corners,
this lonely night,
and my broken heart,
makes a bitter sweet symphony.

.........Separation........

Today I just want to say something to you,

It was never about me or you.

This world has created a rift,

With many people and walls built.

I am here on this side,

And you outside.

We are now apart,

And I realise that it’s a long lost past. 

....Distance....

When the volume is less,

I can listen to the tune very clearly.

When a person is away from me,

I can understand him properly.

When the volume is high,

I find it too loud.

When a person is near,

I find his presence irritating.

The words speak nothing,

But the silence of distance ,

Creates a loving feeling,

And the pain of love is sweeter than words.

But when the distance of loneliness stucks in,

I finally know  that my heart beats for him. 

The footprints in mind

‎Sometimes your lonely presence,
The lonely shadow,
haunts me here,
I want you to leave me alone,
I want the memories to get far off,
I just want to feel it all,
how its to be far.


The times we were together you fought,
you never cared for the love i showered,
I waited all these years for your hi,
I waited to see your name flash on my cell,
I  waited to see you smile,
Now its all burdening me,
I have gone deeper than it seems,
In my love I have given you all.


I am empty now,
The shallowness of mind gone,
The innocence all lost,
Its you who did to me,
And it was I who got lost on the way.


You never turned back,
Tears come down this time,
With the verve to get some relief,
From your haunting shadow,
From the traces you left behind,
I am trying to wipe away them somehow.

Reflections

Reflections of the past,

Hovering over me,

A small girl playing in the field,

Hands in soil red and brown,

I think of those days, but with a frown.

The water falling on the roofs,

Empty, wet house of silence,

A beauty in itself carrying along,

The pitter patter of the drops,

Melting my heart.

They eyes of benevolence,

The courage of the century,

The portrait on the wall,

Signifying great leadership.

Mulling thoughts over a large cup of coffee,

Lurking eyes in that pond of life,

Falling enough with those light blue eyes,

Its only when I think about your life,

Leaves falling, wet and green,

Dark are those corners,

Of this huge haveli.

Sometimes are those reflections,

Of the youth and childhood,

Some are the reflections of great pain and desire,

Some are the reflections of that zeal,

Some are the reflections of the lonely old days.

I confuse those reflections with something that I know,

But then I found out,

It’s only this piece of beauty that remains,

And it’s these reflections...

Darkness falls

Sometimes I feel  so lonely,

The darkness that falls creates a void.

I cry and I cry,

I regret for ever having you in my life,

I got nothing but sorrow,

You took away whatever was mine.

I feel so lonely,

The darkness that falls creates a void.

When the twilight falls, and the city sleeps

comes home my sorrow when I should sleep.

I wrote this at 1-30am, when i was trying to sleep..

Miles away....

I feel  far away,

Miles from my own self,

Less than an ounce,

For some free time to ponder,

To look to the light,

And see great might,

In what seemed dull & slight.

My day’s heavily filled,

With every emotion,

Of love and sorrow,

Ever so graceful,

And ever so sinful,

I look to the beauty,

Surrounding me,

Taking me miles away.

Love as much you may,

Cry your heart out,

To find out the only truth,

Only to find yourself,

Miles away....


Its very ambiguous about my feelings to feel this way... Its the same... happens every day, sometimes I am here the rest in my world.

The last day...

The last time we met,

I was full of life,

My every step was like a lively dew,

I was building my future on your masked nature,

And then I realised it was the last time.

I smiled at you,

Just like I always did,

I put up a brave front,

Now I know I can no more,

My heart cries,

To the noisy beats,

When I hear raindrops ,

It gives me creeps.

I hope one day,

The justice will be done,

You’ll know how it feels,

When your love is gone,

I still want to live in the dreams,

Of us together,

But the strikingly different reality,

Makes me stray,

On the paths of life,

To a destiny unknown.

And the last day,

Just arrived when I was unaware,

It came and your were gone,

I held my breath,

When I saw you the last time,

My blood will take it like a knife,

In this pastime....

The last day,

The last day,

The last day have passed,

And I am left with the memoirs....

The smile

When I see around,

Find a million reasons to smile,

But why is it that I still find that one reason,

The only one that makes me sad,

I was never like this,

Happiness was my core part,

But as I grew up I found it hard,

Even harder when I am now so excited,

So much to look forward to.

Heart wrenched in these deep confines,

Of solitary love,

And still finding it hard,

To love & let go,

Confusing it is,

And upsetting too,

I hold my tears back,

Make myself strong,

Beacuse I have to bid goodbye,

With a smiling face.

Hard it is but determined I am,

Life is a journey,

In which I am looking for my world,

Full of lovely dreams,

To come and tickle me,

Till I don’t flash my smile,

Which makes so many others smile....

WEDNESDAY

Umm, There comes a Wednesday,

Another one yet again,

To bring all those wounds back,

To make me face the facts.

There was one Wednesday,

When i saw a mask,

A luring one,

Then came a Wednesday,

To uncover the naked face.

Now i hate Wednesdays,

And i don’t know why,

Something just isn’t right,

And i really can’t figure out why.

There comes a Wednesday,

Every week to make me stray,

The one which signifies my mistake,

And makes me aware of my haze.

Then i ask myself,

Should i blame it on him?

Is it right to hate him?

And  i realise its yet another Wednesday,

Which may come and go,

And i’ll be left to search the unknown.