Monday, July 19, 2010

Now i don't believe

You were a ray of light,
 And of  hope,
I started believing you,
And then you left.

I thought i was hurt,
But infact i was confused,
Why i felt so,
I became emotionally attached .

When i realised,
I blocked every path that lead to you,
And i withdrew myself,
For i have some obligations,
And  different objectives.

Now I won’t drift along the waves,
Now I won’t believe in faith,
Beacuse i don’t believe in love.


Tanvi said...

Jaspreet: Oh dear don't stop believing in love for the simple reason that, the more u try to run away from it ,the more it will follow u.Follow the inspirations/lessons from an experience and move on..never stop dreaming for u never know what might be waiting for you just round the corner!

Tanvi said...

Blasphemous Aesthete: “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
Neil Gaiman

This is what this reminded me of,

dont stop believing, don't believe in love, but start believing in something more profane.

Blasphemous Aesthete

Tanvi said...

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Tanvi said...

Mory : I LOVE WHAT YOU Write. i guess it is because we are both teenage writers and amateur poets. i too don't believe in love that much anymore but i do believe in faith and people.

keep on writing.

Tanvi said...

@Blasphemous Aesthete: I have never been in love i guess, but once i felt i was getting into it, i pulled away. And i am not even aware if its beautiful a feeling, or painful, but then its quite complicated. Thanks for visiting me, hope i'll see more of you :)

@Jaspreet: I guess so :) But not so sure if i am ready to take the plunge.... and that positive approach of yours is awesome. Thanks

@Mory: Thanks i am glad you like it :) I am not a poet to be frank, its something i need to express. I believe in myself and thats all!!!

GvSparx-Inspiring Lives said...

Of course you will be in if you are not... and won't prevent you achieve your objectives :)

Tanvi said...

@Gaurav: I didn't get you... :P