The footprints in mind

‎Sometimes your lonely presence,
The lonely shadow,
haunts me here,
I want you to leave me alone,
I want the memories to get far off,
I just want to feel it all,
how its to be far.


The times we were together you fought,
you never cared for the love i showered,
I waited all these years for your hi,
I waited to see your name flash on my cell,
I  waited to see you smile,
Now its all burdening me,
I have gone deeper than it seems,
In my love I have given you all.


I am empty now,
The shallowness of mind gone,
The innocence all lost,
Its you who did to me,
And it was I who got lost on the way.


You never turned back,
Tears come down this time,
With the verve to get some relief,
From your haunting shadow,
From the traces you left behind,
I am trying to wipe away them somehow.