I still hold....

The things that hold me in,

Make me remember you,

And cause me unbound hurt,

Are yours alone only.

I run away from them,

As much as I can I ignore,

I try to keep my mind occupied,

And but still in my times of solitude,

Your memories come running back to me.

Why do I still think of you?

Why do you live in my heart?

Why is my solitude filled with your thoughts?

Questions are numerous,

Answers none.

My heart causes me deep pain,

It has ceased to exist for me,

The pain of deceiving is more to me,

‘cause my heart ain’t mine anymore!

A new day

Eyes fight back sleep,

Fret over the mild pandemonium,

To the distant sound of the usual chatter,

Of markets selling fresh veggies,

Vendors shouting to attract customers,

A feast of sweets, chocolates and love,

Of granny  calling small kids over,

To taste the freshly baked muffins & cookies.

The sun already rose,

Behind  far hill,

In the different hues of yellow,

To mark the beginning of a new morning mellow ,

Dew drops on leaves flicker ,                                  

Flowers on the hill top dance,

Fresh fruits wait to be plucked,

On this brand new morning.

Come out of dreams,

A voice shouts,

Fluttering open my eyes,

I stretch on the bed,

Look  out to the far hill,

Greet my friend sun,

With  a promise of a beautiful fun,

And a Smile that can fill,

The void of this morning,

Marking the new beginning........

Something speaks!

Something’s strange, something’s very rare,

I tread down my path,

Listening to that beautiful song,

But my brain in some deep thoughts,

Something I really can’t figure out,

Well is this what we call craziness?

First is the encounter,

A shadow of someone,

Whom I never met before,

But his face grips my imagination,

Flashing off a wave of dizziness,

To know it’s actually strange,

Two strangers smiling at each other,

Either out of fantasy or lost minds.

And we turn away on our own ways,

Still thinking about something,

Is this what we call a connection?

A small moment together,

A very strange one.

Every day I tread along the path,

I expect to see his one glance,

Deep down somewhere,

I know it’s so outwardly naive,

But my searching eyes,

Never seem to bother about the inner feelings,

The hope still remains,

And very light it is,

Like that of a sun in a thunder.

A small moment it is,

And when we come across again,

Like two lost strangers,

Something again clicks,

Like we were waiting.

Run along the path,

This time towards each other,

And we smile again,

The childish connection,

Something speaks for itself,

We knew at that moment it does!

Nostalgia

Come to the world my friend,
See how beautiful it is,
I would love to see you smile,
But promise me you will never die.

I have changed,
And so have you,
Nostalgia takes me on this journey,
A wonderful one,
To remember all this life.

I wait to see you smile,
Have that twinkle in your eye,
When smile reaches your eyes,
I know I won..

In this world so cruel,
Having fought for everything,
Under the sun,
I just wish now a good life for you...

Nostalgia,
        Nostalgia,
 Bring her back to this world,
I miss you,
              I miss you,
Please let dreams come true!

Heart speaks (To the other half)

Why did you leave me, my love?

I am waiting for you,

And I can’t live without you,

But you don’t seem to consider me anymore.

Last time I left ,

You came back with my lost rib,

Now you left again,

I thought you were mine,

Will you come again?

I will wait for you,

If you come back,

You are mine,

And If you don’t,

You never were.

The other half of my heart,

I am waiting for you,

I maybe getting wrong signals,

But my faith I place in my own inheritance,

Please come fast,

And complete my incompleteness,

The other half of me,

My broken rib.......