Hey you!

Hey you!

I am talking to you,

You wanna run away?

Okay run, but remember,

Every path that you take,

Will lead you to me, always.

Hey you!

Listen to me,

Even if you find me stupid,

I don’t care,

Because I believe in you.

I have many things to do,

Rather making you understand,

Because one day,

Sooner or later,

You’ll get it,

I just hope it wouldn’t be too late,

I just hope I’ll be alive by then.

Hey you!

I know you are in search,

Of your heaven,

Go kiss the world,

I’ll wait for you.

Hey you!

I am talking to you,

You wanna run away?

Okay run, but remember,

Every path that you take,

Will lead you to me, always.

.........

The shady trees,

The long way,

One sided,

And two souls.

Your face so lit up,

So comfortably numb,

Silence speaking volumes,

A ever smiling face,

Looking at me,

Assuring me of bliss.

My eyes sad,

Thinking about you,

Imagining you,

So satisfied,

Love brimming all over you,

Just making me astounded,

Gratitude filled in me.

The two souls,

Yearning for each other,

The bliss of their presence,

Its a beautiful scene,

Sometimes just foreseen,

But lovely!

Trick

As the droplets fall by today,

The grey cover hiding the light,

The cold water sends down a chill,

Making it a delight to feel.

The city is soaked with water,

The reason being rain,

Confusion is all that i have,

And i am trying to hide the pain.

The clouds refuse to go,

The droplets run down like small children,

The paths are wet and sticky,

Making it difficult to walk by the city.

The chance of getting out is nil,

I am grounded for nothing,

The world here is out,

But i am waiting today to just have a taste.

The clouds now move away,

The sun shines again,

A smile covers my face,

Joy fills up my mind,

And then again it rains.

The tears

The tears in my eyes,
worsen every minute,
in this dark hour,
restless and loneliness,
pierce my heart.

The remains,
of this weak heart,
only have hope,
patience is all it possesses.

The tears run down again,
reality is always hard,
it breaks what we have today,
can't mould like a clay.

My pain is unbound,
face flushed & tired,
the dark remains,
the unknown corners,
this lonely night,
and my broken heart,
makes a bitter sweet symphony.

A blank mind

Today I have nothing to say,
Just a blank paper ,
With my hands trembling away,
My heart pounds so fast,
Does not seem to be that important,
Because this time I am at fault.

Its just a word of apology today,
And I have nothing else to say.

.........Separation........

Today I just want to say something to you,

It was never about me or you.

This world has created a rift,

With many people and walls built.

I am here on this side,

And you outside.

We are now apart,

And I realise that it’s a long lost past. 

....Distance....

When the volume is less,

I can listen to the tune very clearly.

When a person is away from me,

I can understand him properly.

When the volume is high,

I find it too loud.

When a person is near,

I find his presence irritating.

The words speak nothing,

But the silence of distance ,

Creates a loving feeling,

And the pain of love is sweeter than words.

But when the distance of loneliness stucks in,

I finally know  that my heart beats for him. 

Life in a nutshell

Darkness of your soul,

Opens many doors,

From the many to the nothing,

The silence of the graveyard,

Tears your senses apart,

Living in the dead i call.

Love of your angel,

Finally in some beigel,

Coming around your own will,

When you know the fun is no more,

Life in a nutshell,

Comes around when you know you are limited.

Explore i say,

 come around open the doors,

hold your breath,

there is someone,

waiting down for you,

don’t limit yourself.

I live in the shadows,

I don’t enjoy that,

Kinda feels secure,

But i always wonder,

Why this life in a nutshell?

My heart says, explore...explore...

Explore this life in a nutshell.

The footprints in mind

‎Sometimes your lonely presence,
The lonely shadow,
haunts me here,
I want you to leave me alone,
I want the memories to get far off,
I just want to feel it all,
how its to be far.


The times we were together you fought,
you never cared for the love i showered,
I waited all these years for your hi,
I waited to see your name flash on my cell,
I  waited to see you smile,
Now its all burdening me,
I have gone deeper than it seems,
In my love I have given you all.


I am empty now,
The shallowness of mind gone,
The innocence all lost,
Its you who did to me,
And it was I who got lost on the way.


You never turned back,
Tears come down this time,
With the verve to get some relief,
From your haunting shadow,
From the traces you left behind,
I am trying to wipe away them somehow.

Reflections

Reflections of the past,

Hovering over me,

A small girl playing in the field,

Hands in soil red and brown,

I think of those days, but with a frown.

The water falling on the roofs,

Empty, wet house of silence,

A beauty in itself carrying along,

The pitter patter of the drops,

Melting my heart.

They eyes of benevolence,

The courage of the century,

The portrait on the wall,

Signifying great leadership.

Mulling thoughts over a large cup of coffee,

Lurking eyes in that pond of life,

Falling enough with those light blue eyes,

Its only when I think about your life,

Leaves falling, wet and green,

Dark are those corners,

Of this huge haveli.

Sometimes are those reflections,

Of the youth and childhood,

Some are the reflections of great pain and desire,

Some are the reflections of that zeal,

Some are the reflections of the lonely old days.

I confuse those reflections with something that I know,

But then I found out,

It’s only this piece of beauty that remains,

And it’s these reflections...

Love till eternity..

Believe me if all those endearing young charms,
Which I gaze on so fondly today,


Were to change by tomorrow and fleet in my arms,
Like fairy gifts fading away!


Thou wouldst still be adored, as this moment thou art,
Let thy loveliness fade as it will
And around the dear ruin each wish of my heart
Would entwine itself verdantly still.


It is not while beauty and youth are thine own,
And thy cheeks unprofaned by a tear,
That the fervor and faith of a soul may be known,
To which time will but make thee more dear!


Oh the heart that has truly loved never forgets,
But as truly loves on to the close,
As the sunflower turns to her god when he sets
The same look which she turned when he rose!


Found this poem while surfing... just loved it

Darkness falls

Sometimes I feel  so lonely,

The darkness that falls creates a void.

I cry and I cry,

I regret for ever having you in my life,

I got nothing but sorrow,

You took away whatever was mine.

I feel so lonely,

The darkness that falls creates a void.

When the twilight falls, and the city sleeps

comes home my sorrow when I should sleep.

I wrote this at 1-30am, when i was trying to sleep..

As we walk :)

As we walk down the path,

Heading hand in hand to the woods,

Chirping birds and singing koels,

Flowers and fruits swarming like bees,

And the animals watching hidden behind piles of leaves.

The tall mountains standing,

Ornamented with thick snow,

Wild flowers crying silently,

As I step on them,

Pleading for mercy,

An insect bite reddens my cheek,

I turn to you with anger,

You smile to the insect,

 And point out the frail being under my boots.

I feel ashamed as I turn to see,

Only to find a wild one dead,

While pleading for mercy,

In her own home,

I came to taste a view of the spectacular forest,

But oh! What did I do?

I still try to argue,

You seem sad,

And you pull my hand as we run.

I huff and sniff as we run through shady trees,

But have no nerve to question you,

I can’t keep up with you,

But you pull me around,

Exhaustion causes me to shout,

While we reach the end of tall trees,

And a small pond comes in view.

All animals, big and small,

Gathered together,

Respecting each other,

Drinking water,

I try to comprehend my feelings,

To feel more guilty,

And a lesson so precious I learn,

Into the wild,

As you and I walk....

Miles away....

I feel  far away,

Miles from my own self,

Less than an ounce,

For some free time to ponder,

To look to the light,

And see great might,

In what seemed dull & slight.

My day’s heavily filled,

With every emotion,

Of love and sorrow,

Ever so graceful,

And ever so sinful,

I look to the beauty,

Surrounding me,

Taking me miles away.

Love as much you may,

Cry your heart out,

To find out the only truth,

Only to find yourself,

Miles away....


Its very ambiguous about my feelings to feel this way... Its the same... happens every day, sometimes I am here the rest in my world.

Straight from my heart!

I find it hard to express my feelings, sometimes I think its just not worth it, with the many arguments I have with myself, I die every second of my existence and that still captures my fantasy to having a rosy life. I argue again, is it wrong to dream?....... A dream wherein you dream about the impossible, and still you want it.... Huh! 

I  choose to love you in Silence…                    

For in silence I receive no rejection

I choose to love you in Loneliness…

For in loneliness no one owns you but I.

 I choose to love you from a Distance…

For distance will shield us from pain.

I chose to imprison you in my thoughts…

cause in my thoughts, freedom is for me to decide.

I choose to hold you in my Dreams…

For in my dreams, you have no end.

 That is what you are to me.

In all honesty, I find it hard to believe, 

that I will ever love somebody, the same way I loved you.’

Note: These words are not mine..... But still they are straight from my heart! I got these words from Deepika's blog

My target!

Looking  far to the mountains,

I want to climb upon,

My heart  leaps on the thought,

Considering all the dangers,

My hands fidget like springs,

Eyes mark those delicate features,

The very line of my sight,

Tells me story.

Of men in green,

Fighting for something,

Best known to them,

As for the benefit of their nation,

I see blood and sacrifice,

Absolute dedication,

And love for the unknown.

Eyes never leave that peak,

The highest one,

I dream and admire most,

Like many things in life,

I dream about,

But yet unlike all,

The desire is profound.

To achieve the greatest,

And leave the average,

Only to discover a behest,

Of the unknown,

To live in peace,

And  find a solitude,

In pondering about the worst,

Which tells a story in the least.

Thinking as I stand,

Wonder how much as I may,

Think about the men in green,

Recollect all the stories as I am,

I get to know just one thing,

My desire is the greatest,

To behold,

If they did,

Then I will,

Marching I am,

To achieve the biggest,

Of my only life

  My target! 

I still hold....

The things that hold me in,

Make me remember you,

And cause me unbound hurt,

Are yours alone only.

I run away from them,

As much as I can I ignore,

I try to keep my mind occupied,

And but still in my times of solitude,

Your memories come running back to me.

Why do I still think of you?

Why do you live in my heart?

Why is my solitude filled with your thoughts?

Questions are numerous,

Answers none.

My heart causes me deep pain,

It has ceased to exist for me,

The pain of deceiving is more to me,

‘cause my heart ain’t mine anymore!

A new day

Eyes fight back sleep,

Fret over the mild pandemonium,

To the distant sound of the usual chatter,

Of markets selling fresh veggies,

Vendors shouting to attract customers,

A feast of sweets, chocolates and love,

Of granny  calling small kids over,

To taste the freshly baked muffins & cookies.

The sun already rose,

Behind  far hill,

In the different hues of yellow,

To mark the beginning of a new morning mellow ,

Dew drops on leaves flicker ,                                  

Flowers on the hill top dance,

Fresh fruits wait to be plucked,

On this brand new morning.

Come out of dreams,

A voice shouts,

Fluttering open my eyes,

I stretch on the bed,

Look  out to the far hill,

Greet my friend sun,

With  a promise of a beautiful fun,

And a Smile that can fill,

The void of this morning,

Marking the new beginning........

Something speaks!

Something’s strange, something’s very rare,

I tread down my path,

Listening to that beautiful song,

But my brain in some deep thoughts,

Something I really can’t figure out,

Well is this what we call craziness?

First is the encounter,

A shadow of someone,

Whom I never met before,

But his face grips my imagination,

Flashing off a wave of dizziness,

To know it’s actually strange,

Two strangers smiling at each other,

Either out of fantasy or lost minds.

And we turn away on our own ways,

Still thinking about something,

Is this what we call a connection?

A small moment together,

A very strange one.

Every day I tread along the path,

I expect to see his one glance,

Deep down somewhere,

I know it’s so outwardly naive,

But my searching eyes,

Never seem to bother about the inner feelings,

The hope still remains,

And very light it is,

Like that of a sun in a thunder.

A small moment it is,

And when we come across again,

Like two lost strangers,

Something again clicks,

Like we were waiting.

Run along the path,

This time towards each other,

And we smile again,

The childish connection,

Something speaks for itself,

We knew at that moment it does!

Nostalgia

Come to the world my friend,
See how beautiful it is,
I would love to see you smile,
But promise me you will never die.

I have changed,
And so have you,
Nostalgia takes me on this journey,
A wonderful one,
To remember all this life.

I wait to see you smile,
Have that twinkle in your eye,
When smile reaches your eyes,
I know I won..

In this world so cruel,
Having fought for everything,
Under the sun,
I just wish now a good life for you...

Nostalgia,
        Nostalgia,
 Bring her back to this world,
I miss you,
              I miss you,
Please let dreams come true!